Today was one of those days i wake up with a smile on my face for no reason, utterly happy.
I enjoyed every second of this day – i smiled whenever the birds were chirping while flying freely in the endless blue sky, i admired the astonishing sunlight that was everywhere around me, i was overwhelmed by all the beauty in this world.
Unfortunately, though, i accidentally looked in the mirror while trying some shorts on. And at that exact moment all the joy was brutally ripped off me, replaced by disgust.
And this is one of the most horrible emotions one can ever feel – self disgust. Looking at yourself in the mirror and asking “Why do I have to be like that?”, self-criticizing severely at the same time..